after sean tender in last 2 wks. i got some of the message from weng.. he told me that he will trying 2 train me up to be lead.. honeslty tht's very happy 4 me when i listened that.. as what he said there's less ppl have this kind of opportunity with 2 yrs working experiences.. and i agree with that.. i'm really happy that my effort is being appreciated.. and actually there's really lot of things i still need 2 improve.. i was told that i'm gonna 2 receive my confirmation letter soon..

before all this happen to me, i already decided to stay in this company at least 1 yr.. as there's lot of things i could learn up here.. especially with guidance from weng.. and with those message from weng, that made me feel more comfort to stay in this company even i understand that the benefits in this company is not as good as others..

however, my mind changed last few days.. at last i received my confirmation letter after waiting for 2 wks time.. when i read my letter i was shocked.. i asked before some of my colleague that there will be at least RM200 increment of salary after probation period.. but.. y they offer me RM150.. i was wondering.. i'm thinking of am i doing anything wrong in the company? no.. do i perform worst than others.. not obviously, else weng wont passed those message to me.. but.. what's going on? y am i getting RM150 while others got RM200..

since i'm able to perform well, but y am i getting lesser? Mayb you would think that take it easy gal.. juz RM50 difference.. okies.. my concern is not about the $.. but i'm wondering y am i getting lesser than the minimum increment since my performance is satisfied..i felt doubt.. my unhapiness feeling spread.. weng knew abt it.. he talked wif me.. according to him.. he's rating my appraisal very good.. but he's oso shock about my increment.. and he promise me that will help me to check with the management..

at the same time.. there's some thinking in my mind.. imagine.. there's no bonus offered by the company.. this is the 1st yr they offering bonus.. RM300 for all level of the staff in IT department.. for me, i will feel like everybody's contribution and effort may different.. this is very unfair.. and actually before the things happen to me i'm still OK with it as i knew that i still can learn new things from the company.. but.. now i realise that.. even if weng help me 2  fight bek.. but will it happen again to me? and i'm thinking of the way of the company treat their staff..

nvm.. this is not the only place i can learn new things.. mayb it's hard 2 met a nice senior as weng.. but i had decided.. coz for me, the importance is the way the company treat a staff, then only followed by the opportunity to growth in the company..

arghhh.. shit.. so hate.. have 2 gone thru the thing i hate the most again.. interview.. hope i can get a nice job soon~~ gambate~~

I will remember the day 14th December 2007..

Arghhh.. Recently I'm quite bad luck.. last sunday juz fall down in toilet.. and that day i taught myself really bad hurt.. but luckly there's nth happen.. juz little injuiry..when i fall down, i tought that this time really injured as i felt it was really pain.. but phew luckly it didnt juz little injuiry..

yesterday.. after i join poko's bday party.. the restaurant was at gelugor.. normally i wont go thru roundabout coz i scared to go for.. but this time i really have to no choice for me to avoid that.. when i reach roundabout.. shit! there's so much car.. i have to slowly move my car so that i can pass thru the roundabout.. when i was trying to pass the roundabout, there was a motocycle came long quickly.. no choice but i have to try to drive left a bit to avoid the motorcycle.. but unluckly i didnt notice there's was a car on my left.. bang! shit! i was shock.. and quickly i called poko for help.. and i walked down to my car.. arghh!! my baby was badly injured.. my heart was so hurt.. and that uncle's car juz stretch a bit.. uncle saw i was taking my hp then said that talk 2 fon and not concerntrate on my driving.. i fighted bek! "uncle.. don innocent me! i make a called juz after i bang ur car!" he keep silent.. then he said i see you drive so slow then i cut ur queue think of go faster.. then uncle you are wrong la.. this road is for turning left.. but mine 1 is for go thur the roundabout.. your are in a turning left lane 2 go thru rounadbout 2 cut my queue.. whose wrong is that? he kept silent again.. after a while he talked again.. it's impposible for me to compensate you.. coz my car was stretched too.. oh my god! this is his fault but he's still denying.. i told him not 2 talk wif him till my fren come.. while i was waiting poko.. i'm thinking of asking him to take out his ic so that i can do a record.. and when i was trying to taking out my ic.. shit! my ic disappeared! i remembered i put my ic and license into my bag when i was going out.. but! where are they! shit! and tht time poko came with his sister's and her bf.. i told them that my ic was disappear.. they ask me not 2 panic and will settle for me.. so i juz kept silent.. and poko's sis said it was actually my fault too as i should notice my left n right.. (and i think it is actually part of my fault oso).. since my ic n driving license were not wif me.. so i cant do anything except let them 2 go.. when i went back home.. trying to look for my ic and driving license.. arghh!!!! it was in my jeans pant which sleep nicely in my another luggage bag.. grrrr... if i can found my ic and license i think mayb i will ask for the pay back for my repairs..

hmm.. but luckly i was not injuired.. and this is a good experience for me.. at least when i'm in trouble i still have frens here for helping me.. thanks poko.. i think i have 2 correct my bad habits.. should put all my important thing nicely.. but at least this is a good experience for me 2 know in case there's 2nd time i should know what should i do..

yay! Last wk i successfully lose 2kg! On saturday when i reach home.. mama said I'm getting thinner~~ ahahahahah it's a good news for me.. But this is still not my target.. hope my weight can reach till 48kg.. :p hmm.. it's quite hard for me.. but I'll try my best.. no.. no.. no.. SURE I CAN!! this is my target.. and I have impetus.. yes! hope I can lose my weight asap..

since last week felt myself very tired..
no mood to eat and always felt sleepy.. What happend to myself?
because of my sickness? guilt? I don't know..

am I ok? yes.. I think so..
but.. wat happen.. why am I react in this way?

Shit! It's so damn borin...

everyday after work go back home! stay alone in a small room.. watching drama.. Shit!

Luckly sometimes I will go swimming or playing badminton with my colleague.. But still i feel bored with my life..

think I should quickly subscribe broadband at my accomadation.. My plan cant goes without internet access.. Shit!

arghhh.. now i really feel the bad 2 stay alone without friends.. so hate.. everything must be doing alone..

recently feel stress on my work.. hmm yup i love java.. but their works is really messy for me.. and what they are using is more than what i had learned before.. I need times 2 digest.. sometimes will take longer time than expected.. fell myself is useless.. damn it..

haiz.. forget abt everything.. yipeeeeee papa is coming bek again 2nite~~~ muahahahaha so so happy.. sher ling in having her 3 mths holiday as well.. hohoho.. it's nice as long as can see all of them.. everything is alrite..

this week happens lot of thing 2 me.. my new company.. hmm.. I feel like still can get well like in ies.. think i really miss them too much ..

last few days i bang ppl's car.. ahahahahaha.. it happened so fast.. i was trying 2 reverse my car.. well there's reverse sensor.. and it sounds i'm still far from the car at my back.. when i pijak petrol 2 reverse.. BONG!!!!!!! shit! the sound was so loud.. Oh My God! I was thinking that my baby just born 3wks.. shit! so fast kena bang.. I rush out to check it out.. phew luckly nth to the car behind.. n my car .. there's a bit stretch k.. that's still ok i can polish it myself.. the indian guy who look after the car park area said:" Tak apelah.. you cepat pergi la.." kakakakak.. so i ran off~~

yesterday i played badminton wif my colleagues.. err.. aiyer.. i don know the rules.. some more mistake this n that.. so sia sui la.. .. arghhhhh!!! 2day i feel my whole body really pain.. from my neck till my leg.. mama oso laughing at me as i was walking like ah ma style.. hehehe imagine urself la.. sit also pain stand also pain.. but nvm la.. at least i can do exercise ..

this few days i'm unhappy.. hmm.. some bad things happens to me.. hate hate hate.. guan yin ma.. pls bad things go, good things are welcome~~ gambate!!!!!

finally i reach home safely..

2day i went pg wif yong lin(lao chik).. the thing to make me excited is that finally i dare 2 drive for a long distance (it is to me ) i drive from my home to pacific to meet him then we went to pg~~ sometimes when i feel scared i will ask him 2 drive.. at i'm quite satisfied.. at least i can drive in pg~~ b4 that i'm quite scared on pg's traffic.. jam here n there.. motorcyclist drive on their own way.. it's really a nightmare 2 me.. hmm.. of course i'm still not that good.. but at least i can drive .. (even keep horned n nearly accident.. muahahahahah) when i'm on my way home myself i'm quite scared..

coz this is the 1st time i drive my won at nite.. but luckly everthing is alrite.. when i reach home i found tht my hand was shivering.. orh god!

nvm.. now at least i know i dare to drive.. but i'm still not quite good in that..

think mayb i need 2 drive more..

have 2 thanks 2 yong lin coz he help me 2 gao dim something which troubled me a lot.. thanks..

when it reach dinner time we decided to go 4 crab somewhere around gurney.. i miss crab a lot.. opps not crab from pg but it's in kl.. the 1 that make me think of it day n time since i bek from kl.. it's really nice.. i tot since pg is an island so it might be cheaper n may have a same or better cooking skill than in kl.. but in fact it actually makes me a bit disappointed.. to me if a food is delicous but expensive, i still can accept it.. but .. God! it's not nice at all.. the crab is not fresh.. the meat is stick on the shell.. n it's so little only.. arghhhh .. really make me disappointed.. muz plan faster 2 go bek kl 2 eat tht crab again.. i really miss it a lot..

anyway, i'm really happy today.. i miss the crab.. i miss all of them in kl .. n i miss jie

today bm rain twice.. wat about pj? when i was work i will wonder when i can have a nice rest day.. however, when i got this chance, i felt missing wif my work.. i would rather busy for whole day and may snake once a while rahther than sitting at home watch drama for whole day.. mayb it's bcoz i still cant find my .. ei no no.. i got 1.. ok i know i'm lazy.. should think of a way to make myself motivated..

actually there's something in my mind.. i have done the preparation for my plan but yet i'm not started.. i can started everthing only after i had settle down everything in penang..

i'm gonna to stay in pg wif myself alone.. yes nobody else.. i can no longer depend on others to help me settle all my things.. although i had leave my home n started 2 stay outside since 6 yrs ago.. but i know i'm still dependent on others.. it's time 4 me 2 start handle everthing myself.. it's time for me 2 live wif myself...

finally i'm bek to home.. a place wer i stay since i'm borned..

but i'm missing kl.. my room.. my frens..

and i was lazy ahahahaha.. put all my lauguage aside watch movie.. sleeping..

ok this is for today only.. have to find out something to do so that wont so sien and feel useless..

hmm.. wat to do tomolo.. baking a cake? no.. only me n mama.. kenot finish the whole cake.. going out wif frens? no no.. no mood 2 go out .. learn my driving skill? no no no.. save petrol.. hmm ok mayb cleaning my laguage n watch movie..

muz find out something more meaningful things 2 do! ok think of it..

oh ya~~ share some nice thing~~

at least i got a good start on 2day~~ i manage to fetch jie from bm to sp then i drive bek to my home again~~ muahahaha eventhough there's ppl horn n nearly bang ~~ but still it's a good start.. at least i know i'm not that bad.. still can drive~~ halo my license not makan kopi 1 ok

3 more hours I'm going back to my place..

At first, I thought I will happy when the day comes.. but.. there's too much things which make me feel hard to leave here my heart is crying.. the one I love, those I love and those who love me ..  after 4 years, the most value property I gain here.. my friendship..

mon mon, oways show her tired face to ppl.. but when she's notti.. muahahaha.. she's the only gals who play muackss muackss wif me.. when she don eat she drinking a cup of water is more than enuf 4 her.. when she feels 1 2 eat.. she's my kaki~~ she should b my jie jie but.. y am I looks older!!!

roar~~ but in fact he is miao.. i hate him coz he oways bully me n oways love 2 let me shoot.. but .. he juz send a very lovely msg 2 me.. ok i love him actually..

when i seek for help he never reject me.. he's very kind on offering helping ppl.. i like the way he is the way he treat ppl, and be patient 2 ppl thanks for everthing, wong ..

ok she's little bit geli.. hmm in fact i think she may like i know him as 'she'.. when i'm talking a she loves to talk abt b.. but actually she cares ppl she's not as careless as others' think..

sometimes feel damn geram on him.. but sometimes will crazy on his humour.. he is.. ok juz feel 又爱又恨  on him.. anyway he oso cares ppl a lot if u understand him more.. sorry ny miss the chance 2 meet u juz now..

ok he used to be our driver i'm 1 of them .. yer.. he's so nice.. 2 him everybody happy then he will be happy.. jeff thanks for everything..

she's cute and even she's elder than me.. sometimes her thinking can b very cute but don fight wif her u will lose die die.. she's 1 of my learning target.. and actually since i met her till now i still feels like she's like my cousin.. muahahahah.. wei wei..

she said she loves $ .. but.. i don think so.. muahahaha coz i juz know something tht herself oso dono.. she's oways blur.. n will suddenly talk sometimes which serious 2 her but make all of us funny.. the most i remember recently 'shang yok bao'  laugh die me.. hmm mayb can find one day challenge wif her c whoe driving skills is worst.. she knows who she is

she oways can get wat i 1 2 express.. she understand my mind.. von take care of yourself.. work hard for your skin problem.. i still 1 2 bring u 4 seafood in pg~~

i talk less 2 her.. but still can feel her cares.. and she getting prettier n prettier.. yuen which your dream which is my dream can come true .. bcom 'siew lai lai' lor~~ ahahahaha

another gal who teach me a lot of things.. from english to human attitude.. most of ppl feel she don likes to talk.. ok you are wrong.. you hv 2 talk wif her before making her chi chi cham.. yes it's u main main..

he's good in talking.. his word can make ppl fly.. i will never 4get the time when we sitting 2getha.. talk softly wif hui wen n laugh loudly like no other ppl in the ofis.. but i'm enjoying 2 sit wif them.. the most unforgettable moment for me.. n niel niel u really make me shock 4 yesterday farewell ler muackssss..

pn marina call~~ hai yer!!!! ahahahah she's will have some cute n funny sounds n movements when she getting geram.. ei fay.. don leave your important stuff again la..

another humour guy.. ei no no sorry.. should be uncle oledi.. don deny Chen! you really uncle oledi ler~~  anyway you r a good man.. and.. uncle i oso 1 2 eat your cheese cake la..

never work wif her b4.. but i know she's juz a nice person.. another gal tht make me shock on yesterday's gathering.. thanks fui chin..

pls sleep.. pls sleep.. the msg he oways msn me.. he's really tall.. hey.. frens of him don keep bully him ok.. he's kind 2 frens pls appreciate ok.. stupiak! kah kait really sorry abt absent on your convo.. juz sorry again..

k i remember you la.. aiyo my family oso called me as ah yong 1 ler.. muahahaha.. even i'm not here.. u still can call jie 4 snookerling la ahahahaha.. in fact we know u r expert in snookerling de.. hey! don hiding your skills la~~

lastly.. the ppl I love the most.. wont deny that i'm really too dependent on him.. but he really so nice 2 me.. i'm still love him ok.. all of you don think that we r seperate from each other meaning 'wan yuen' la.. aiyer.. distance is not a problem ma.. u all know who he is .. the guy i love..

2 more hours 2 go.. i have 2 leave here.. the place i had stay 4 yrs..

when i juz came 2 here.. i'm alone.. alone in a room 4 a wk.. yian they all r not coming yet.. i'm not dare to go any places.. n i tot i only hv 4 of them.. yian, jerald, zy mei n shin ying.. but in fact i got more..

love all of you..

ei.. y so cheong hei.. u all r coming on sept ma.. muahahah.. come fast fast la..

waiting 4 u all~~ okay la if can all come work in pg~~ c i so good..

let you all have an excuse 2 travel in pg + work in pg..

wait wait wait last 1.. remember my face n body size har~~ next time when u all c me sure 1 of the guy will fall in love 2 me.. ngek ngek ngek

刚刚看了一篇帖。。   据说 是日本很流行的算命就姑且   试一试 。。。 还 满准的 嘛  你也试试刊吧。。

你出生年、月、日中，找出不同的數位。例如：    1976年12月9日，就有  (2個1)(1個2)(1個6)(1個7)和(2個9)，然後參  閱 下文，就會知道  你的感情表達能力、思維能力、失戀治療能力等    內在玄妙了。

 

解釋 :

１代表感情表達能力

(1個1)：你屬於固執而不 懂表達感情的人，故經常暗戀人。由於    你都算理智，甚少被情所傷。
(2個1)：你善於表達感情，面對心儀對象，往往能大膽示愛。由於      你喜怒形於色，戀愛過程亦見順利。
(3個1)：你不易透露心底秘密，往往經過深思熟慮，才會將事情告知他人，所以做        你的情人要有十足耐性。
(4個1)：你十分敏感，情  緒起伏不定，毫不掩飾自己的喜怒哀樂，容易意志     消沉，需要情人不時地鼓勵。
(5個1)：你極度情緒化，容易傷害別人，作  為你的情人，一定要對  你 耐心關懷，才能彼此溝通無阻。

２代表直覺度

(1個2)：你 懂得顧及別人的感受，善於洞悉別人的想法，是一個可靠的朋友!
(2個2)：你善解人意，樂於助人，愛付出。對於異性    來說，你的細心體貼甚具吸引力。
(3個2或以上)：你的直覺一般，幸好反應能力   強。你喜歡多姿多彩的生活，對神秘的愛情也心嚮往之。

３代表思維能力和想像力

(1個3)：超 強的想像力令 你能散發獨特的魅力，而   你同時嚮往浪漫而  甜蜜的戀愛。
(2個3)：言行常超出常規，常胡思亂想。與愛侶相處時，經常雲遊太       虛，令對方覺得無趣。
(3個3或以上)：你智商很高，思維  清晰，無法忍受單調的生活，若沒機會發揮才能，會變得精神緊張。


４代表行動力

(1個4)：熱情澎湃，言出必行，自信十足，  你會大膽表露  內心感情，性欲亦旺盛。
(2個4或以上)：做人缺乏自信心，對於愛侶忠心耿耿。不會有越軌的念頭，亦期望        另一半對你專心不二。

５代表意志堅定度

(1個5)：思想單純，即使情人見異思遷，  你亦不會放棄，希望有守得雲開見月明的一日。
(2個5)：你的意志並不堅定，容易半途而廢，往往事倍功半，想好好發揮才能，最好將精力放在創意活動上。
(3個5或以上)：內心有著無法克制的熱情，做事衝動，決不會改變自己決定的事情，還要       另一半聽你指示...


６代表自我價值

(1個6)：你天性敏感，喜歡被別人欣賞，只有這樣，   你才能感受到自己存在的價   值。
(2個6)：你多愁善感，缺乏自信，伴侶對    你的愛護，是 你發揮才能的推動力。
(3個6或以上)：你有絕對的自信心，為了令自己與 眾不同，永遠全力以赴，喜歡出風頭。

７代表失戀治療能力

(1個7)：談戀愛時，你會為對方周全考慮，失戀治療能力亦    強，對人歡笑，背人垂   淚。
(2個7)：由於 你每次戀愛都很投入，故失戀時，往往傷得很深，需要向別人傾訴，才能解開鬱結。
(3個7或以上)：你不易愛上人，但一旦戀愛，會是十分專情的情人。如果被       拋棄，你會對曾經的一切念念不忘。


８代表智力和邏輯性

(1個8)：你智力一般，但邏輯性  強，做事喜歡循序漸進，不喜歡預期以外的變化。
(2個8或以上)：你聰明獨立，表達能  力強，有決斷能力，有領導才華，做事往往得心應手。


９代表體貼度

(1個9)：你嘗試理解別人對感情的   渴求，然後儘量配合。
(2個9或以上)：無論智力或精力，你都非常旺盛，但缺點是經常   沉醉 於自己的想法中，令情人覺得你難以捉摸 __._,_.___

最近的我心情真的很不好。。

总 是感觉身边有很多吵杂声。。zomok 会酱吵 !

zomok 想要骗我 ! zomok 不找我 ! zomok 整天找我 !!! zomok zomok zomok !!!!  

要发飙了!! 就 连放松的机会也没有 !!! 吵 ! 吵 ! 吵 !

原本的信 念 开始动摇 。。我的 计划，我的梦想。。 离我远远 的。。。

一定要跟 着那 所 谓的步伐而前进吗 ？zomok ler？

我好累。。但又休息不下   来。。。

见步行步又不是我的作  风。。 再来个改革吧。。。

妈的 ! 甭想再骗我。。 我一定是  你要的人。。不找我是  你的损失。。当前面的 解 决了，你 就甭想再烦我 !!!

前几天放工，跟聚去 6 to 10 Grill 吃。。。 由于还早，大把桌位。。 选了一个平时我们不坐的地方 - 店里的冷气位。。。 平时的我们都习惯性地会选店外的桌位。。。 就那天咱们也不知怎么了，心血来潮就坐在店里。。 出了我们外，店外还坐了一个二十多三十的女生。。。

点了菜。。吃着吃着。。忽然听到惊叫声。。。抬头往起。。就在前面一个影子很快地在众人的视线消失。。。是的。。那坐在外面的女生被抢劫了。。眼看她整个人发了抖。。。嘴里不停地问服务员怎么办。。。 其实在点菜时，已经有注意到两个马来人骑这一架 YAMAHA的重型摩多车。。那两个人一个穿红衣，一个穿黄衣。。。一直在注视着东西。。只是当时没注意那么多。。。

刚刚 。。 忽然又听到惊叫声然后再传来摩多声。。跑了出去看。。几个人围绕这一部国产车。。 接着屋里也跑出几个人来 。。我想应该没事吧。。因为没被抢的表情。。还好只是虚惊一场。。。

真不明白。。为什么好好一个人不做。。偏偏要用一些旁门左道来抢夺人家宝贵的财物。。。人。。真的很可怕。。往往为了自己利益而危害别人。。可能是你不认识的，或者是你认识的。。你的朋友。。你的同事。。甚至你的亲戚。。酱的人无处不在。。。真是他妈的 !!

当你想拥有别人的东西时。。请想想。或许那东西对人来说是重要的。。。 人为何要自相残杀。。。败类。。王八蛋。。人渣 真是无处不在。。

但。。 没关系酱的人一定不会有好下场。。。真心的祝福他们早点等到那一天。。。

Spiderman 3 上映了几天，终于忍不住今天上网订票了。。 不会吧!!! 竟然最后一排剩下那么的两个位。。。 为了确定偶不是眼花看了再看，确定了再检查多一次!!! wahhh~~~ 真的是咧。。 二话不说，立刻定了。。然后满心欢喜的sms聚，炫耀让他知道定了个风水位~~

好不容终于下班了~~~ 七早八早准备好，等待聚来。。。 。。 。。。 Argh!!!! 戏八点钟开始播映，他七点钟才来。。 看上去是没问题的。。 但，今天是星期一!!! 上班日!!! 戏院在Sunway Pyramid !!! 重点是塞车!!! 不出所料，出了 LDP 就大塞 !!!

好不容易，七点四十五分到了。。。 但网上订购是要在电影播放前四十五分索取戏票的。。还好戏票没被人买去。。 但。。 但。。 。但。。。。  zomok 位置不一样的？!! 原本是最后一排的。。 zomok 变去中间那几排。。。 Argh~~~~  老天爷爷，您不是对我酱好吧。。。 想了想。。 就cancel booking。。 打回府~~~

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今天又在面试了。。又在。。。已经见了好几份工。。都是石沉大海。。。每一次总是信心爆棚，在面临一次又一次的失望。。今天的面试。。又让我听到了那惯例的语句 “If you are shortlisted, we will call you for 2nd interview。We will contact you within next wk.” 他妈的。。

基本上也没关系啦。。已经听到比吃饭的次数还要多了。。也许我说话的技巧真的不够吧。。但每次都有做好准备功夫。。。面试后想了再想。。有时发现自己真的答错了。。但答对的次数也不少啊。。。 没关系。。 就当着是一种考验吧。。。爱迪生也是经过无数次的失败才创造出伟大的发明。。。

近来正积极地的发“粪”涂墙向着某个目标前进。。 希望真的会美梦成真。。。祝福我吧 !

刚刚 在网上看到了将的一句勉励的话： 一切都会成功，祗要你主动的去感受。。。

最近屏屏面试，但换来的只有失败。。 而 每次，都会将被发问的问题 做下笔记。。开始怕了。。每次都是酱。。。临面试前，已 经觉得不会被录取了。。而面试后又总带着一副自信满满。。。总觉得没请我会是他们的损失。 

明知应该整理一下心情 。。 将面试前后的心情倒 传来面对。。。但总是。。。

开始失去信心了。。

有时面对一些不明白的 问题 总觉得很尴尬。。

说真的。。想 放 弃了。。。成功离我好远好远。。。 只因我另有所属了。。。

好久没写 Blog 了。。

没想到一写，竟然是为了一个王八蛋。。。

今天下午有  Project Meeting。由于是新的  Project 所以有些  customization 要改一改。。

由于人手不足所以  连 AM 也要参预 Developement 的部份。。

当那王八蛋知道后，竟然   问 Project Manager ：你知道我不会 CF (一种 Programming 的语言) 的吗？

全场有四个人，我， PM， Consultant 和 王八蛋。。 三 个人听后，嘴巴差  点儿跌在下巴。。。

PM 就解 释人手不足，DP 也许会派一个人来帮忙。。。

也就是说，如果不 来就要再分配  过 task。。

由于我手上已  经有一个Project 了，所以不分配太  难 + 浪费时间 的给我。。。

听了听，他停一停。。。 酱可以暂时将那些东西给 yesane (本人) 做吗？因为我真的不会 code 。。。

酱也不可能 给 yesane 做到完的。。。 万一    DP 的新人不能 来帮忙，酱yesane 要啃到完 咩。。而且原本可能在   两个星期 做完的东西，yesane 一个人做 酱不是要拖延时间。。。

王八蛋又停了一停。。。

这时 consultant 也出声，如果真的没办法，yesane，我搬 来你旁边坐，跟你一起 code。。。

不然这些 function 我 keep 先， 过后我再看要 怎样assign 。。。 王八蛋道。。。

散会后，王八蛋一支箭  冲进老板房。。。 这时 consultant 也开完笑的 跟公司唯一的   Java(另一种 Programming 的语言)  Software Engineer 讲。。 不然 你来学 CF ，帮我们一起做。。 噢？！ 可以 啊，没问题。。

之后，他也一直  问我需不需 要他的 帮忙。。

过后王八蛋 从老板房走出来。。。多一下，就走  来我的位。。他  妈 的 ！竟然叫我做 PM 叫他做的东西。。。更 过份的是。。PM 给他七天做，它要我三天 里 搞定 ！！

没可能。。

酱你要多久。。

不知道。。。

酱我也要时间 testing 的吗。。。 它妈的！！！！ 做的人比   testing 的人更少时间。。。

自从接手 现在的 Project 后，从来没 正正式式  写过一个完整的 function。。打从一开始就 support 到现在。。。要我 写是没问题，只是需要一点时间。。。

过后它 抛下一句另我觉得很不负责任的话。。我是不会做coding 的。。。

它真的是正宗的王八蛋。。  什么叫 teamwork。。。其他 人，就算不是自己    team 的都会 offer 帮手。。

真是它妈的王八蛋 ！！！！！